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Its only been a few days since I started my new eating habits and exercising again….so far so good. I just hope  I can keep it up this time. I realized that its not just for me but also for my boys. There dad pretty much doesnt come around anymore (maybe once a month or so) he says its because he doesnt want to see me. But what does that have to do with the kids? So I need to get healthy for them so I can be around for a good while. And I also realize that Im there prime example (whoa thats alot of responsibility). Im super excited about doing it right this time. I just hope I dont let stress get in the way again. It sucks when your an emotional eater. Everything is fine then bammm something happens  and you get all stressed out and then run to jack in crack. Thats why im hoping this bloging and dietbuddies can help me find another outlet. We will see i guess…………….

I started dieting and exercising over a month ago….everything was going great.  I  was going to the gym 5 days a week and watching what I was eating.I was feeling great and I was very excited. Then stress set in. I’m going thru a divorce (which is a very good thing) but the whole process is so draining. Then my eldest son who is 5 years old started kindergarten and that just really depressed me. So needless to say my diet has been forgotten and in 3 weeks i have only gone to the gym about 3 times. my 30th birthday is coming up and I was hoping to be a lot smaller by then but it didnt happen. But I decided that I’m ok with that. Tomarrow is a new day and I will start over. I’m planning on going to the gym everyday and I just stocked up my fridge with good healthy stuff.